* The words that I hate most in my life*

Every people face different lives. We always have things that we hate and like. You may think that those bad words are those vulgar words, fuck,shit or whatever.

Frankly speaking, I don't think I've ever hate those words. hehe=) What I detest most is when somebody says:" Carven? That one who always score in her exam?" I hate it when everybody label me as a top student only. You may think that I am weird, yeah, I am. Do you know that these words actually bring much impact n troubles in my life? I shall tell you now.

It was last year's december when I was going on a holiday with my family in Kuala Lumpur when my ex sms me and requested for a breaking-up. That day was the day that I got my PMR results and it's happy to say that I manage to score all A's in my PMR. However, the reason he wanna break up with me is that he said I am too good for him. He said I excel in everything but he did not. At that moment, I thought I was going to cry in the public. I was shopping at that time! 

Although we managed to be together again after a few weeks, I used another reason to request for a breaking-up again. He said he couldn't forget his ex-lover. I couldn't believe at that time but I couldn't think of anything that could do anymore...That's how we broke up.

Being good in the studies doesn't mean that I am good in everything. I am an idiot in sports, I am not a very good public speaker, I am not a very polite girl.....not a good gf....

I hate people saying that sentence to me...especially my loved ones..

My ex had brought me a wound...And I am trying my best to heal it..

It tough for me to accept anybody now.

I am afraid that I may need to hear that sentence again. I don't want those words to hinder my life...

I AM WEIRD, RIGHT???

I think so, XD