* Going for Camp tomorrow!!*

I m really looking forward in going for this camp...Although i am the only girl in my school who join the camp, I believe I will be having fun there!!
Many of my friends are going for the Sunway Leadership tomorrow...I do hope that everybody can enjoy themselves~~
Bed: I will miss you, I promise...haha
Dad & Mum: I know you will sure miss my voice...XD
Nicolas: Be good at home ya...^^
I am sure I am going to have fun there!!!
I AM COMING~~~~~YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*20 minutes more----Mother's bdae!*

My dearest mother is going to celebrate her bdae tomoro.....
Happy bdae mother~~ I love you..Chin's family loves you...
Thank you for taking care of me for so many years...
Thank you for guiding me...
You are as important as my biological mother...^^
Hope you will always be happy and healthy^^
Best Wishes to you!^^
Muaclzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*-*

*A very happy day to remember^^*

I've just know that I am going for the competition today...I know it's not a very easy programme but I am just happy, excited..I can meet many frenzz there!! especially my old friend,Savitra...Miss her so much...No matter what, I promise myself to do the best!

I've also known a very joyous secret!!! I may be able to go to singapore with my friendss!! You may think that going Singapore is not a big deal..But I feel that going out with friends always hold different meanings and feelings~~~I hope I am really getting the chance and I am sure I am going to enjoy myself and treasure the moments spent with my dear friends!!

*I'm gonna start a busyyy week again~*

My friends always say that I am always busy...haha~ yeahh....I like it though! 
This week is gotta be very busy...so....WISH ME LUCK!
Gtta go for a good sleep.......or I can't wake up again~~~
Looking forward to see what my dear Wan Yee is going to tell mr tomorrow~~The handsome Aaron?? I think so~~haha....
GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY...MAY ALL OF US HAVE A NICE SLEEP AND SWEET DREAMS...^^

*My Music Life*

Yeahh!! I'm a piano teacher~~teaching in T&L Music Centre..
Teaching is not an easy task..I can tell you:" It's really an uphill task!" Although I am not teaching any students of high level, I am still having a headache bout how to strengthen their basic knowledge...It's happy to be a piano teacher, really..I am sooo glad, thx to Madam Lim and Mr Thang..Thank you for giving me this opportunity..I've been a teacher for bout two years and I tell myself, I am going to continue it till I leave for my further studies...Thanks to my cute students...your smiles relax me a lot!tq!

Music Is Always Wonderful~ It makes life much more beautiful....^^

*01-01-2011~~~Concert by T&L Music Centre*

Solo-ing.......Can't see my leg, eh? Actually I wore a 5-inched heels..Can't wear till late at night so I changed it after my performance...haha^^

Yahoooooo!!!My cousin sister(The middle one) came for the concert~~~~My sis was once a teacher there too! She's there to help~~~

My cousin sister too~~~Her name is Ginnie...pretty, eh?

Love her so much~~

The secretary of T&L Music Centre~~A very pretty and capable young lady~~

haha~~~very idiotic one....

01-01-2011 is a great and significant day to me..It was T&L Music Centre's concert and I performed a solo on that day..yeahhh, it was successful, all credits to all the teachers..I am also glad that my students performed well that day~~Almost shed tears of joy!!!><....I love music, no matter how. Through music, I made new friends and relax myself~ Music, Though simple, but FUN!!!

* The words that I hate most in my life*

Every people face different lives. We always have things that we hate and like. You may think that those bad words are those vulgar words, fuck,shit or whatever.

Frankly speaking, I don't think I've ever hate those words. hehe=) What I detest most is when somebody says:" Carven? That one who always score in her exam?" I hate it when everybody label me as a top student only. You may think that I am weird, yeah, I am. Do you know that these words actually bring much impact n troubles in my life? I shall tell you now.

It was last year's december when I was going on a holiday with my family in Kuala Lumpur when my ex sms me and requested for a breaking-up. That day was the day that I got my PMR results and it's happy to say that I manage to score all A's in my PMR. However, the reason he wanna break up with me is that he said I am too good for him. He said I excel in everything but he did not. At that moment, I thought I was going to cry in the public. I was shopping at that time! 

Although we managed to be together again after a few weeks, I used another reason to request for a breaking-up again. He said he couldn't forget his ex-lover. I couldn't believe at that time but I couldn't think of anything that could do anymore...That's how we broke up.

Being good in the studies doesn't mean that I am good in everything. I am an idiot in sports, I am not a very good public speaker, I am not a very polite girl.....not a good gf....

I hate people saying that sentence to me...especially my loved ones..

My ex had brought me a wound...And I am trying my best to heal it..

It tough for me to accept anybody now.

I am afraid that I may need to hear that sentence again. I don't want those words to hinder my life...

I AM WEIRD, RIGHT???

I think so, XD

*I'm Sorry, I shall say NO you.*

I'm always thinking of  way to avoid hurting you. Yeahh, it's true that we are very good frenzz.. I refuse to accept you because I feel like being alone now. I'm so sorry..
Being in love is not easy to me now, I admit..Being hurt once is already more than enough..
I know I may have told the whole world I've cast my ex-lover out my mind...It's true, I m not joking. However, the wound that he gave me was still imprinted in my mind...
I'm so sorry for being a coward. I just wanna stay alone. Being in love is nearly impossible to me now.
I'm sorry.

*Just Wanna Be Myself*

Yeahh, hello everyone ! I am sure many will wonder why my title will be Juz Wanna Be Myself. It's NOT that TOUGH to explain actually but I just can't pout them into words. Don't ask me why, I don't know as well. If I am 'forced' to give a reason, I shall say MAYBE because I start to feel that facebook is quite annoying and I need space to release my thoughts, creating myself  a blog is more suitable. At least, when I feel like scolding anybody or with the 'f' word, I can have my own space to shout at my own wall. Funny, eh ? Don't laugh..><


Being myself is not that tough, really. I hope that I can be myself in my blog and release whatever that are in my mind. It's not tough, so just allow me to be myself,XD


~Carven Yee Juz Wanna Be Myself~
p/s: Carve Yee is not my real name. My full name is Carven Chin Yee Shean but I prefer Carven Chin/ Carven Yee. Thankz!><