* Student Leadership Board( SLB) SMKBP*

An SLB is activated!!!!!Yahooooo!!!!Let's cheer!
Everything is gonna be fun!
and........................................I'm gonna be busier!huhu!
Every single effort pays off...I'm going to make our activities a great success! Wait n See!
yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~~~~~^^

* JSL Camp..sweet and indelible mark in my mind..*

It's been quite a few weeks since I came back from the camp..hate myself for being sooo busy and can't share my experience here....ish!
JSL?? What's that? I kept thinking about these three letters on my way to pusat koko that day....XD
Well... The camp was extremely fun, indeed...I made news friends and gained a brand new experience...I got the chance to meet the amazing and friendly JSLs and I was ever so contented..We played games together, we danced together...GROUP 3 is definitely not an ordinary group! I am not going to forget every faces in the camp..Fate will make us meet one day, our friendship will never wilt till the end of the day! Every single piece of memory will always remain imprinted in my mind... JSLs, keep rocking! Friends, all the best! hehe=)

*Hello my blog!*

It has been such a long time since I posted sth in my blog...ishhhhhhh!!!!
Anyway, I have returned!!! Free from my tiring and exhausting monthly test......ishhh....hate tests so muchhh.......
By the way, IT IS JUST A TEST....wow! my dear friends and I tend to rely on this quote when we get our marks today~~~haha....
The life recently is quite happy and interesting.... Evon is coming back this Sunday and I am waiting forward for a movie during the holiday...wohooooo! I wanna buy magazines and boooooksssss!!!!! I wanna sleep till ten o'clock......*enuf? XD

* Going for Camp tomorrow!!*

I m really looking forward in going for this camp...Although i am the only girl in my school who join the camp, I believe I will be having fun there!!
Many of my friends are going for the Sunway Leadership tomorrow...I do hope that everybody can enjoy themselves~~
Bed: I will miss you, I promise...haha
Dad & Mum: I know you will sure miss my voice...XD
Nicolas: Be good at home ya...^^
I am sure I am going to have fun there!!!
I AM COMING~~~~~YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*20 minutes more----Mother's bdae!*

My dearest mother is going to celebrate her bdae tomoro.....
Happy bdae mother~~ I love you..Chin's family loves you...
Thank you for taking care of me for so many years...
Thank you for guiding me...
You are as important as my biological mother...^^
Hope you will always be happy and healthy^^
Best Wishes to you!^^
Muaclzzzzzzzzzzzzzz*-*

*A very happy day to remember^^*

I've just know that I am going for the competition today...I know it's not a very easy programme but I am just happy, excited..I can meet many frenzz there!! especially my old friend,Savitra...Miss her so much...No matter what, I promise myself to do the best!

I've also known a very joyous secret!!! I may be able to go to singapore with my friendss!! You may think that going Singapore is not a big deal..But I feel that going out with friends always hold different meanings and feelings~~~I hope I am really getting the chance and I am sure I am going to enjoy myself and treasure the moments spent with my dear friends!!

*I'm gonna start a busyyy week again~*

My friends always say that I am always busy...haha~ yeahh....I like it though! 
This week is gotta be very busy...so....WISH ME LUCK!
Gtta go for a good sleep.......or I can't wake up again~~~
Looking forward to see what my dear Wan Yee is going to tell mr tomorrow~~The handsome Aaron?? I think so~~haha....
GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY...MAY ALL OF US HAVE A NICE SLEEP AND SWEET DREAMS...^^

*My Music Life*

Yeahh!! I'm a piano teacher~~teaching in T&L Music Centre..
Teaching is not an easy task..I can tell you:" It's really an uphill task!" Although I am not teaching any students of high level, I am still having a headache bout how to strengthen their basic knowledge...It's happy to be a piano teacher, really..I am sooo glad, thx to Madam Lim and Mr Thang..Thank you for giving me this opportunity..I've been a teacher for bout two years and I tell myself, I am going to continue it till I leave for my further studies...Thanks to my cute students...your smiles relax me a lot!tq!

Music Is Always Wonderful~ It makes life much more beautiful....^^

*01-01-2011~~~Concert by T&L Music Centre*

Solo-ing.......Can't see my leg, eh? Actually I wore a 5-inched heels..Can't wear till late at night so I changed it after my performance...haha^^

Yahoooooo!!!My cousin sister(The middle one) came for the concert~~~~My sis was once a teacher there too! She's there to help~~~

My cousin sister too~~~Her name is Ginnie...pretty, eh?

Love her so much~~

The secretary of T&L Music Centre~~A very pretty and capable young lady~~

haha~~~very idiotic one....

01-01-2011 is a great and significant day to me..It was T&L Music Centre's concert and I performed a solo on that day..yeahhh, it was successful, all credits to all the teachers..I am also glad that my students performed well that day~~Almost shed tears of joy!!!><....I love music, no matter how. Through music, I made new friends and relax myself~ Music, Though simple, but FUN!!!

* The words that I hate most in my life*

Every people face different lives. We always have things that we hate and like. You may think that those bad words are those vulgar words, fuck,shit or whatever.

Frankly speaking, I don't think I've ever hate those words. hehe=) What I detest most is when somebody says:" Carven? That one who always score in her exam?" I hate it when everybody label me as a top student only. You may think that I am weird, yeah, I am. Do you know that these words actually bring much impact n troubles in my life? I shall tell you now.

It was last year's december when I was going on a holiday with my family in Kuala Lumpur when my ex sms me and requested for a breaking-up. That day was the day that I got my PMR results and it's happy to say that I manage to score all A's in my PMR. However, the reason he wanna break up with me is that he said I am too good for him. He said I excel in everything but he did not. At that moment, I thought I was going to cry in the public. I was shopping at that time! 

Although we managed to be together again after a few weeks, I used another reason to request for a breaking-up again. He said he couldn't forget his ex-lover. I couldn't believe at that time but I couldn't think of anything that could do anymore...That's how we broke up.

Being good in the studies doesn't mean that I am good in everything. I am an idiot in sports, I am not a very good public speaker, I am not a very polite girl.....not a good gf....

I hate people saying that sentence to me...especially my loved ones..

My ex had brought me a wound...And I am trying my best to heal it..

It tough for me to accept anybody now.

I am afraid that I may need to hear that sentence again. I don't want those words to hinder my life...

I AM WEIRD, RIGHT???

I think so, XD

*I'm Sorry, I shall say NO you.*

I'm always thinking of  way to avoid hurting you. Yeahh, it's true that we are very good frenzz.. I refuse to accept you because I feel like being alone now. I'm so sorry..
Being in love is not easy to me now, I admit..Being hurt once is already more than enough..
I know I may have told the whole world I've cast my ex-lover out my mind...It's true, I m not joking. However, the wound that he gave me was still imprinted in my mind...
I'm so sorry for being a coward. I just wanna stay alone. Being in love is nearly impossible to me now.
I'm sorry.

*Just Wanna Be Myself*

Yeahh, hello everyone ! I am sure many will wonder why my title will be Juz Wanna Be Myself. It's NOT that TOUGH to explain actually but I just can't pout them into words. Don't ask me why, I don't know as well. If I am 'forced' to give a reason, I shall say MAYBE because I start to feel that facebook is quite annoying and I need space to release my thoughts, creating myself  a blog is more suitable. At least, when I feel like scolding anybody or with the 'f' word, I can have my own space to shout at my own wall. Funny, eh ? Don't laugh..><


Being myself is not that tough, really. I hope that I can be myself in my blog and release whatever that are in my mind. It's not tough, so just allow me to be myself,XD


~Carven Yee Juz Wanna Be Myself~
p/s: Carve Yee is not my real name. My full name is Carven Chin Yee Shean but I prefer Carven Chin/ Carven Yee. Thankz!><